Monday, May 7, 2007

i might have a problem

more like an obsession....i love clothes, shoes, jewelery...you name it! it is true. i keep trying to deny that i might be addicted to fashion but i think i proved myself wrong. how, you ask? well t and i are talking about traveling again and ultimately moving to NZ for awhile and i am getting panicky about what clothes i will take. i know that is so lame especially after my last rant where i said that i should be making a difference. yeah yeah i know but we are all contradictory sometimes....couldn't i better the world by helping one fashion victim at a time? hmmm i do prefer to think that what you present on the outside is an extension of who you are (i happen to be a sassy turquoise flat at the moment) no no really i do. i think that we need to feel good about what we are showing the world although i will admit i am sure i spend too much time on it which leads me to my next thought, i think i have figured out a bit more about what i want to do (and cousaaaaaan you were right). i just happen to be scared to make a move i think....and what is more crazy is that i think i have always known that fashion really interested me. (yes i know not really making a difference but hey what can i do?) so know i have sort of figured a little bit out, now i just have to decide how to move ahead...suggestions?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

cousaaannn,
funny, just this last week we were watching what not to wear and i re-iterated to miley that stacey london soooo has your job.
i'm not sure how you go forward only because i know nothing about the fashion industry, but i think realizing the dream and having a goal is a great first step. it's a step ahead of me, that's for sure.
xoxo

kels said...

cousan as if i think that you know what you want to do, it is just acknowledging it (ahem photography) but believe me i know it but now i do know what the heck to do about it